A Night Without Voices

We went to see the new therapist yesterday, July 20, 2011, and she did some more intake, and asked more questions. I told her about the experience when Spane kicked me. Spane also told her about how he had ran into Zeik with his bicycle.

Problems with the Bicycle

Stevie, Amber and Brian went to the hospital and asked me to watch their kids while they were at the hospital. So, I was sitting at my desk, looking out the window watching the kids as they rode their bikes on the sidewalk in front of the house.

Zeik and Noelle were stopped, and talking, when Spane suddenly came up and ran right into Zeik. That started a big fight, with the kids running after each other, screaming, accusing, threatening. Finally, I went out and offered to take everyone out for ice cream. Getting everyone gathered up was a problem because Spane was still upset that Zeik had called him a Dick, which he had been, and Zeik was still upset that the whole thing was happening.

On the way to get ice cream, Noelle and Zeik and I stopped under a shade tree to cool off. Spane was stubbornly standing in the hot sun about a half a block away. I asked the kids what they thought about Spane, considering they have seen his behavior before, and Noelle said:

Me

You kids were with Spane last summer. Do you think he's better of worse, honestly?

Zeik

He's worse.

Noelle

Yes, I think it's a poltergeist. I definitely think that, because he is much worse this year than he was last year.

Eventually, everyone went and got ice cream, and we came back to the house, and things were a little better. No one was yelling at anyone, although Noelle did open up and start playing Spane's PeeWee Herman Christmas DVD - I warned her that he would probably be upset about it, and of course, he is today.

When we got home from the therapist, we had a nice dinner outside on the porch again, Spane got on the computer, I fell asleep in front of the TV, then woke up, and then Spane and I watched TV until 3:00am, when I said we had to go to bed.

No Voices, Mommy

When I gave Spane his headache medicine, which he said he needed, he refused the Benedril because he was already tired, as well he should have been at 3:00am. But, he said he had had a really good time, and that there were no voices!

I don't know how long this situation can continue like this, with me walking on egg shells so that I do not invoke the "other child". I finally got an email from the healer, and this is what he said:

I believe there is Satan in Spane's body and to get this Satan out we need to work on spane more I am sure you know what I am talking about.

Well, I'm not quite sure how to take that. Yes, there is definitely something in Spane's body. I don't know if it's a poltergeist, or Satan or Dandy Walker Syndrome, or the Three Stooges come back from the dead. What ever it is, I want it gone, I WANT MY SON BACK!