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Douglas called last night and said that he and Pauly were going to be in Glendale, and he wanted to see Spane.  As I was on my way to pick Spane up, Douglas called me on my cell and said that he was at a restaurant, and that he would pay for a cab for Spane and I to meet him.  I told him I would ask Spane how he felt about it.  I'm amazed that he hasn't gotten the faintest clue that he hurt his child so much when he threatened Spane with foster care.

When I picked up Spane, I did ask him how he felt about it, and he said, "Mommy, I don't want to see Douglas.  Not after he wanted to know how big of a tent I want.  I never want to see him again."

I told him he needed to tell his father that himself, because I didn't want Douglas to think that I was refusing to let Spane see him.  I don't want Douglas to have anything he could possibly use against me in court.

We went to the park, and waited for Amber or Stevie to come by.  I wanted a credible witness when Spane called his father, and also someone who Spane trusted.  I handed the phone to Spane, and Stevie said to Spane, "Listen just tell him you have homework or something".  A second later, Spane said at the top of his lungs "DON'T COME HERE.  I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!", and he hung up the phone.  He said he had gotten voice mail.

As Spane and I sat eating dinner, Spane said to me, "Mommy, just one Seroquel isn't working for me.  Please, can I have two?"

Tonight, I called and left a message with Spane's therapist that I was giving him two Seroquels.  Well, at least it's not three the way it used to be.